Have you ever felt like, you want something to happen REAL bad, that you can't wait for the time to come. You tell yourself if it happens your life would be perfect. But when the time really came you start to feel like it's no big deal after all. You feel pretty much like before anything happened.

I'm looking forward to something big. Like LIFE CHANGING big. But i'm pretty sure i'll be disappointed again if it happens. Man, i'm too used to disappointments because i get my hopes up all the time.

Although i still hope it happens. And part of the reason is that i'm feeling so stuck in my life with no advancements and absolutely nothing to look forward to.

I want something wonderful to happen!!!!
LingS | 2:38 AM