I got a B+ for the very first college paper written by myself in my entire life. it was a sociology paper on singapore studies.

I guess it was not bad, since the mean the mode was a B. i was feeling jittery about it cos i had this very, very strange but strong intuition that i'll get a B- for it. funny isn't it. i think i dreamt it up.

Anyway, i was scutinizing my grade, and i saw that she had actually written an A before rewriting a B+ over it. (i guess she meant A- since that's the grade preceding) boy that's cruel. she could have erased the A after changing her mind right? in pencil she wrote the grades in pencil! doesn't take too much effort to just erase!!

Ok i guess that means my paper looks good on first look, but on second glance, nah maybe not. sheesh.



I mentioned in my last entry that i have this lump near my throat. frostin austin thought he was reading 'lump near my BREAST'. GAWD!!! but we both decided that it'll suck more for a man to say he has breast cancer.
LingS | 11:57 PM

Wasn't feeling very good these days. feeling lethargic all the time. yesterday i discovered a small lump near my throat an i freaked out. i thought i got some throat cancer or what haha. james says it's infection of lymph node. something thyroid gland. i dunno man. i got no brain to think. i'm stupid DUH like spongebob. i don't won't even understand chim movies like v for vendetta. pui.

Anuja thinks i'm pissed at her for something she's done cos i didn't look very friendly yesterday. haha silly girl guilty conscience eh? =P i think i've been looking cheerful too much, cos when i feel like less cheery all of a sudden one day, people start to think i'm angry at them. that's wrong people.

I feel sorta dizzy as i'm typing this.

I think it's the stress. 3 more weeks to exams. the last semester i had exams, i had fever lasting for more than 2 weeks and an ear infection. and i buang all my modules lah.

And it's not that i study too much that i got very stressed. it's exactly cos i haven't been studying much and i feel stressed that i won't do well. silly right? when i'm too stressed my mind gets messed up and i can't concentrate properly and i end up wasting time and i end up getting MORE stressed then i end up sick. yay!

Arghh. ok stop whining now. time for class. bye.
LingS | 2:16 PM

I feel like visiting the zoo. i feel like going ice-skating. i feel like going off to fly a kite. i feel like just walking down the beach. i feel doing all the nice things that couples do when they are dating. but somehow we've stopped doing them altogether. pleaseplease can we do something?

Instead of just zombie-ing around.

Get well soon. :)
LingS | 2:51 AM

Lishi stepped on a snail on our way back to hall. we heard a sickening CRUNCH sound. we suspect that it didn't die on the spot cos their wasn't much snail slime on her shoes. but it must have been severely injured.

Poor snail.

We were really amused. i mean traumatised yes but somehow it was so amusing that lishi crunched a snail, that we started to romanticise the snail's painful death. One day Mr. Snail was finally reaching home to see his wife and children after crawling 100m through 7 days (not scientifically proven). 2 inches to his home, he happily called out to his wife: " honey, i'm bac-" CRUNCH!!!

I was sure that his shell is destroyed. but desiree says that if it didn't die, it could continue living his life happily as a slug.

Boy, we're just sick.

Just look where you're stepping when walking along a pavement in the dark next time.
LingS | 11:41 PM

Yipee here's a very delayed post on the KRX + Choir collaboration night. i don't think it has a proper name like Amplitude or Dance Unsensored. did anyone bothered to gve it a name? i just know it as the KRX Choir collaboration.

Wait. i don't even know what KRX stands for!!?! Kent Ridge X???? anyway they're a group of people who writes and puts up amazing original plays. :)


It started with Choir's Masquerade where we all put on our quirky masks and... haha. hide our faces. :s

















Some of us are fortunate enough to be bestowed the title of calafare (<-- i dunno how to spell!) to walk around as part of the 'party guests'.
















While the main cast do their stuff. that's austin & victor, as rapist shawn & loser wallace.

































Pearline & i had to flirt with austin as calafares.



















This is the rape scene. behind a screen. haha not very clear though. we peeked behind the screen backstage during rehearsal and what we saw was... chey. so little action. And the audience was LAUGHING throughout the rape scene!! oh man we have a social problem here.



















Here's Ivy as... i dunno what's the character's name. sobbing after being raped. then she had this schizo scene where she talks to herself. it was so freaky when i first saw it during the tech run. it makes your hair stand.



















Alright here are some random photos.


















Pearline & i

Me & grace

Me and austin

Lishi, weiguang and i

Pearline, me, james laopa

Some of the girls

KR Choir 05/06

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Don's birthday coming!! 31st this month friday. those who know him quick leave a nice birthday message here. haha... i decided to make a huge SACRIFICE for him and........!!!!!!!!( get ready to hear this) ..................

Cook.

well actually it may be very likely for HIM to turn out as the sacrifice instead.

But whatever it is. i decided to cook. and i know exactly what made me wanna cook. it's the fact that i can't cook. and the fact that i can't cook makes the reality of me cooking a very HUGE deal. it shows that i'm making a TREMENDOUS effort for his birthday and i'm a very good girlfriend.

Right?

But when i said i can't cook, i really CAN'T for nuts!!! i had a cook testing session on sunday and i have to agree that i couldn't suck more in anything else. to be fair, not that i have no talent in cooking. i was never given the chance to discover any( if there exist any). a pinch of salt means what?? u pinch with your whole thumb or just with your fingernails? chop garlic chop how small? how do you know when to stop frying???

Wha-, how-, HUH?

But ANYHOW i already promised that i will make spagetti and mudpie. mudpie is ready, i have no idea how it'll taste like. you think how could i ever screw up something as simple as melting and freezing ice-cream, but you're not me ok. sigh. the power of love makes you do crazy things.

OK everybody (clap clap) look forward to friday. cross your fingers and hope we both don't get poisoned to death. :)

I think don is quite worried now.

LingS | 10:44 PM

I came to realise that i actually do know a lot of friends who are experiencing long distance relationships now. people like melf & john, james & sheryl, people going on exchange, blah. and they still carry on with their lives very normally. so i thought i won't be having much difficulties. i'll just be like them. besides, we're all good and grown up now, no longer sticky or gross like the little couples out there.

I haven't felt that acute sense of anxiety of him leaving.... until yesterday when we talked. "after i come back for a few months i'll be leaving for months again then i'll come back for a while then i'll leave again. that's my life."

It was heart-breaking to hear that.

For a moment, i thought shit what have i gotten myself into??? Honestly, it was everything what i didn't want a relationship to be like. remember the first time i got to know that zoe tay's husband is a pilot, i thought she must be the saddest wife alive.

But as i recalled, at that very point of time i agreed to this commitment, i was the happiest person alive. i thought thorough and hard, front and back, left and right...

And decided that he's still the one for me.

Ok i won't deny that i'm SELFISH. i sorta wished that he didnt have to go sometimes. :(

But at the same time i'm happy that he is, cos he is pursuing his dream. it's a big deal for someone like me who has no substantial dreams.

So after babbbling so much, what i have to say is this.... i have no doubts about my decision at all. i gotta make the best with and treasure what i have now. we'll all work towards a better future!

I love you =)
LingS | 5:32 PM

Find a guy, who calls you beautiful instead of hot.
Who calls you back when you hang up on him.
Who will stay awake just to watch you sleep.
Wait for the guy who kisses your forehead.
Who can sing you cheesy songs just cos it will make you smile.
Who wants to show you off to the world when you are in your sweats.
Who holds your hand in front of his friends.
Wait for the one who is constantly reminding you of how much he cares about you and how lucky he is to have you.
Wait for the one who turns to his friends and says, "...that's her.


Got this from king's blog. I'm sure this must be written by a girl. i mean, guys NEVER understood what a girl wants do they?

Ya i do realise that my font is kinda faint and difficult to read, so i'm trying to play around with the colours to see which works best. =)

And melf wrote a really sweet poem for john. =) i wish i could write such beautiful poems tooooo heehee.

KRX + choir collaboration tomorrow! i hope i don't screw up haha! i can't seem to recite my lyrics fast enough! and they're full of consonants and difficult to sing them fast, like a tongue twister.

Splash of mauve Flash of puce. Green and black Queen and priest Trace of rouge Face of beast. Fa-ces!

She sells sea shells on the seashore!

LingS | 2:37 PM

Omg Don is soooooo sweeeeeeeet! ahhhhh i dunno how to continue your story anymore, after what you've written about me.

Teehee. check out his blog.


I just got a new PC game and i'm addicted. seriously i can provide you with a hundred and one reasons why i want to play my game alllllll the time. you know when actresses are asked why they want to act, they'll give romantic answers like " oh because i can live the lives of different people at different point of time. (besides the point that i'm fame-hungry)" well a role-playing game (RPG) provides us with a similar function as well, with less kick of cos.

I lose reality in the games at the same time. now don't i sound like some hard-core gamer. nah i'm not THAT bad. i get tired of my games easily. i probably won't be playing that same silly ol' game in 2 weeks time.

And my save-money-big-plan continues this week!! still going strong....
LingS | 11:58 PM

Top row from left: lawyer become lighting guy albert, miaohui, reception, kissing scene, gorgeous lanterns!, ambience brought out by lightings, miaohui bryna desiree anuja, anuja grace, sunny albert lishi christina!

This picture thingy is so fun!! haha ok i know i'm a bit slow to discover this only now lah but aiya amazing & pear are even slower than me! heehee...

Anyway, i know i didn't blog anything about hall production. so here are some photos for you. i don't have much to say, but that it was great. and the set blew me away.

Feels like a real brothel!

LingS | 11:05 PM

This space has a new skin now. PINK!! anuja is so pleased haha! it's a far more simple skin compared to the last one, but it damn took me the whole of yesterday to complete it. but i feel so accomplished muahahaha. if you look to your left, the tagboard has grown taller. so please tag more! :)

I love my pics! the most prominent one of course with the boyfriend and me, can see ones with jian and me, 3rd floor babes (melf extra), hall production business team, eguana babies with sparklers, me with cute dress, my flowers.... but some photos are completely hidden! like the ones i put with mermy baby and me, and anuja and me :(


Can still visit my old black chobits blog and older pink little girl blog under history :)
LingS | 4:02 PM