I'm so busy that i don't even have time to clean my floor!

Oh dear. whatever would desiree say? :(
LingS | 2:12 AM

Hellooooooo. you know, when i said i'm very busy, some people just can't believe so. like, so what are you busy with? singing and dancing? precisely! i don't belong to an all-important committee which rescues the finances of an organization, or battle my heart and soul in a sport. but i pretty much love what i'm doing. solely on the stage.

And so, after much anticipation (mainly on my part)..... drumrolls.......

The production site is up! yipeeeee! not much information, but i love the design of the site!! yanjie is so cool :)

You know you wanna click on it.....

Go on....

Click.

Comecomecome and watch us! it's a comedy with great funfunfun! got songs also, although i think my singing cannot make it yet. haha... rarrrrr..... i need to stop throwing face and buck up!
LingS | 1:21 AM

Hello! i just realised that this is my 101st post for the blog in this happy pink template (for other template designs, please view archives). actually, it makes more sense to celebrate the 100th post right. but i missed it, and it's stupid to go back and say THAT is that 100th post. so i decided 101st post is worth celebrating too! yay!! throws confetti.

I'm at home now. felt like i haven't been home in a loooong time. what a strange and distant feeling. i guess it had been a loooong week. felt like i haven't talked to brandon in a loooong time too, although it wasn't that long at all. and this semester in hall feels so different too. firstly, no more arts canteen (boohooo). secondly, no more pearline + a lot of other people (boohoohoohoo). thirdly, got production (yay). the faces around me have changed so much over the last 2 semesters, people come and go........ it's hard to keep up with the socializing thing anymore.

This morning, i decided to undo some of my anti-socialness and added most of the freshies/new-comers from the e block contact list. hehe! then gerald popped up and asked me how come i suddenly add him, and conveniently informed me that he's cuter than me. and baolai thinks i'm trying to pick him up while letting me know that he's like an ah tiong. eh? is that why people add people on msn? this is so strange. i've never received such interesting responses after the addition of an msn contact before. haha... thanks for making my not-too-good a day.

I miss pear!! :( less one person to whine and gossip to. i think nooj and lish can't wait for you to come back to take me outta their rooms too. heh.
LingS | 1:07 AM

Two nights ago, when i told brandon that i wanna be a film maker/director, he laughed at me. he thinks its funnier than those jokes i tell him. i think that was very mean of him. you are not supposed to laugh when people tell you about their dreams. is there a difference in dreaming to be a pilot and dreaming to be a film director? huh? huh? hmmph.

Yup, my dreams of being a film director. literally.
LingS | 3:38 PM

We're gonna have a drinking parrrrrrty tonight woohoo!!! partypartyparty!!!

And i think the penny story in anuja's blog is hilarious haha... what's your first reaction in a penny being dropped into your drink?

Production is coming along well. 9 more rehearsals to go. 9 more only! i can't believe it. felt like it has barely started.
LingS | 12:29 PM

A friend was telling me how her bf pissed her off but she didn't know whether it's right to feel pissed. i told her don't worry that's exactly how i feel allll the time. i'm so confused, i can't tell what's wrong or what's right. i just know that i'm very unhappy. and it's such an irony that i go on the stage everyday to portray sadness, anger, disappointment, lonliness... but yet in life i felt like there's no room for my blues.

Everyday i told myself that i'll be a better person so that everyone will love me more. but what's a better person? the harder you try, the more people will take you for granted. and when people take you for granted, the you think you should try even harder. if there's one thing i learnt from growing up is never to trust anybody completely. neverevereverneverevernever. because you'll fall hard when they eventually stab you in the back. i think i've become more selfish over the years, tend to look after myself more. people always say spread the love but most of the time i only see them spreading the most to themselves.

Ha, that's some disillusioned talk.

I guess that's why sometimes i love to stay in the house so much because i can remain as mummy and daddy's little girl at home.

But outside i have to try and be little superhero girl :( psst even msn is considered outside ok.

I think you are a superhero boy too. you even managed to fly (literally). i'm so proud of you. i hope you'll manage to kill lex luthor and destroy all the green goblins in the world. i wished superhero girl could do something for you too but she's so little that i'm not sure if superhero boy could see her at all. she tried to throw some stones at lex luthor to discover that they are actually kryptonite. how silly of her. i didn't mean to write a fantasy story here but opps i guess i did.
LingS | 11:29 PM

School's gonna start again!! man, felt like i haven't slacked enough. but i did make good use of my little free time to stay at home and watch tv/pig out/play computer games/watch youtube/sleep. shiok ah. oh yeah. mmmhmmm. didn't really spend much time meeting up with friends though. hmmph. *guilty*

So where did the rest of my time go? into carolling, dance classes and rehearsals loh. we had a photoshoot for the main cast on monday, and being the typical photo whore, i actually brought my own camera to take our glorious selves. wahaha. stupid. i really want to say that we were bored and waiting for our turn to be shot but the truth is........ we are just plain vain. especially anuja. she kept pestering me to shoot her.

After all, it isn't everday that we get to dress up and put on proper make-up for a worthy cause.

Look out for the production website!

And i haven't been attending my dance classes conscientiously. bleh. i'm going to get kicked out from dance soon!!! :S

LingS | 4:25 PM