Merry Christmas!

Dondon will be away on Christmas all the way after new year's day. That's kinda sad. But i'm even sadder that i won't even get to say bye to him. Was supposed to meet on sunday, i purposely told lish i won't make it for the second caroling session, but turns out that we couldn't meet cos he was busy packing. Promised to meet this early afternoon... he didn't pick up my call cos was still sleeping. Now it's too late to see him cos i already promised lish to go for today's session, which i know she'll need people for.

I know i totally sound like a schoolgirl complaining about her boyfwen but my boyfwen rarr i'm so angry with him sometimes. I often think if he cares why doesn't he even try to make the effort to do this and that and this and that but sometimes that's really unfair to him cos of my numerous expectations. Can we really force someone to meet our own expectations? I know i don't measure up to some of his expectations as well. Too bad we just have to feel disappointed with each other.

And i realize i only blog about him when i'm feeling angry. There are many more happy times with dondon just that i don't blog about them. Sometimes when i write about sad stuff some people think we are going to break up. But you know we really are not. Dondon is a great guy but i'm angry at him now. HMMMMMMMMPH!!!!!! You don't care that i care that you don't care!

Bye i'm going for caroling.
LingS | 3:34 PM