A close friend of mine has this strange reaction towards boys who like her. she claims that she would start to dislike such boys and would keep a distance from them. it sounds ridiculous, but upon reflecting, i realise i am just like her. as i come to know of (whether directly or indirectly) certain special affections that boys have towards me, i start feeling somewhat uncomfortable around this person. any of his antics would be labelled as inappropriate and irritating by my standards (which have been irreversibly skewed).

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so this close friend of mine thinks she'll never get a boy. but we ultimately think she still has hope because i did! and that essential criteria lies in timing. i gotta like this boy before i come to know of his liking towards me, so i must like you first. in other words,i'll never get moved by a boy who 'jios me like crazy'. same thing for her. in fact, i don't remember my current boyfriend 'jio-ing' me with bouquets, love poems, songs and the usual works. hmmph. sound very lugi right. but people often underestimate the power of friendship before relationship, because relationship is ultimately a kind of friendship too.i've experienced how the feelings of initial infatuation can erode within a couple of months, so what comes after that? change boyfriend? or a long term commitment with the acceptance of each other as individuals with flaws?

I also want to announce that both my laptop and beloved phone is down. so if you call me, i might not know who you are. if you msn and bomb me with a lot of emoticons, i am not able to reciprocate your affections with more emoticons.
LingS | 1:03 AM