****Update: HELLO friends and anonymouses! babblings is perfectly fine. sometimes the stress gets to her and she loses her rationality a bit. she is very brattish, you know. she displays her resentment a lot. but it's ok :) love may be painful sometimes, but she's still a happy girl cos her pilot loves her and she loves her pilot. yay!


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I'm beginning to think that this is hopeless. the six floor uncles are right. sometimes love is just not enough. am i trying too hard? maybe this is just the worst time to discuss issues. i should just shuddup and pretend that everything is bright and gay for now... at least i don't screw up now. urgh! i don't wanna screw up! but i'm losing confidence in myself. i dunno what to do :'(

OK. this shall be my last ranty post about issues with you. i shall not mention anything anymore.(cos it doesn't grab your attention anyway) last night i was so pissed with you that i furiously wrote brandon sux all over my readings. wahaha. but after that i wrote i love brandon.

I just hope i can get through the next 3 weeks alive. cos it's revision for exams time. i need to be a NICER girl and stop thinking of solely my own needs. i'm too irritable. i need to meditate.

Relaxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxx.
ooommmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmm.

p/s That stupid song is right! i dunno why i love you. a lot of times i feel like punching you. *bish*

LingS | 12:33 AM