I think someone hates me.

Really, i never thought that he would be capable of such hurtful accusations to me, or in fact, to anybody, at all. it felt so weird, as though any good thing that happened right before were only signs of tolerance. and like others so many, he proved to be capable of passing assumptous judgements on me as well.

4 days to rag. i've injured my back, slept less than 5 hours everyday, had irregular meals, dealt with responsibilities as a senior resident/rag dancer, go to bed with aches all over (and still have to go for flag day arggghhhhhh). i'm not having a good time at all. but i'm still trying veryvery hard to be friendly to the freshmen and nice to everyone. anuja says she's proud of me hahhaa thanks sobsobs. it's such a rough time i'm so glad that i have some support :)

But of course, you have every right to think that however rough time i'm going through now, you are having a much worse time at work that compromised your dignity.

Still, i don't deserve such treatment at all. i hope you realised that.
LingS | 12:41 AM