Wasn't feeling very good these days. feeling lethargic all the time. yesterday i discovered a small lump near my throat an i freaked out. i thought i got some throat cancer or what haha. james says it's infection of lymph node. something thyroid gland. i dunno man. i got no brain to think. i'm stupid DUH like spongebob. i don't won't even understand chim movies like v for vendetta. pui.

Anuja thinks i'm pissed at her for something she's done cos i didn't look very friendly yesterday. haha silly girl guilty conscience eh? =P i think i've been looking cheerful too much, cos when i feel like less cheery all of a sudden one day, people start to think i'm angry at them. that's wrong people.

I feel sorta dizzy as i'm typing this.

I think it's the stress. 3 more weeks to exams. the last semester i had exams, i had fever lasting for more than 2 weeks and an ear infection. and i buang all my modules lah.

And it's not that i study too much that i got very stressed. it's exactly cos i haven't been studying much and i feel stressed that i won't do well. silly right? when i'm too stressed my mind gets messed up and i can't concentrate properly and i end up wasting time and i end up getting MORE stressed then i end up sick. yay!

Arghh. ok stop whining now. time for class. bye.
LingS | 2:16 PM