Ok i need to sleep but this is so -_- that i have to blog.

I just got offered a job in JAL as cabin attendant. It's funny cos i applied for it like a month ago, and NOW they call me. wtf. Not that i think my current job is the most fantastical of the fantastic, but i already started at it, i'd hate to quit halfway without achieving anything. Plus i'd hate to disappoint my boss, i think treats me quite well.

Sigh! How! I know i can do so much better than being a cabin attendant. But, get paid to travel! It's so hard to reject. For now as a management trainee, i feel like i'm playing pretend as a child. You know like you and a few neighbours or cousins pretending that you are in a restaurant, you eat plastic toy food and drink from empty plastic cups. Then someone will pretend to own the 'restaurant', welcoming his 'guests' and cooking these plastic thingys. The things i do don't feel real to me. Like standing behind a sushi counter watching and talking to the chef cutting sashimi, or bringing guests to their seats and asking them how's the food. I didn't know what i wanted to do after graduation but to be honest all these were totally unexpected. They feel surreal, not necessarily in a good way but i have yet to get used to my new life. I gained so much knowledge in how people run f&b (which again has nothing to do with economics).

Should i give up my weird unexpected job for something i wanted long ago?
LingS | 3:15 AM