I feel very stupid. and small. like an ant. no i'm not saying ants are stupid. i meant ants are small. but people just tend to misunderstand like that :( oh wells. but if they're my friends i care about them and i care about how they feel.

I still dunno whether to stay or not. even though i'm behaving as though i'm staying. but in actual fact....... i feel very weary of hall, and the shit things that revolve around me. i can't believe how hypocritical some people actually are. they can be friendly and and come chat up to you and say hi when they see you studying in the dining hall, but when they turn their backs, thay start bitching about you and announce why this person is hanging around this person so much. and i don't care if you're reading this and know i'm talking about you cos i intend to give you a piece of my mind if i do see you. i want to know WHY you said that. WHY???????????

What's wrong with studying together? or simply happening to be in the same place? what's wrong with having more friends? why must people stir up trouble from nowhere??????????

Maybe a "family hall" is just a facade. to you, at least.
LingS | 12:39 PM