I feel different.

I took a long walk alone in the afternoon today. it wasn't too hot. nor was it raining. i was alone. i took the bus. i took the train. i even walked a longer route. somehow even the buses and trains took an unusually long time to arrive, and while waiting, i watched people come and go. i bumped into smellie at the bus-stop. i bumped into germaine while walking. i bumped into someone who asked me where the dua peh gong temple is. but obviously i dunno my directions, in more ways than one.

Despite the disruptions, i had a nice, quiet time alone. i thought of a lot of things. although i didn't have a resolution, it was nice to be able to think through things. i just realised that my room is stifling. my pinned-up schedules, textbooks, notes, files, laptop, scores, dance costumes... they are screaming for my attention, but i just wanna go home and hide under the covers.

Anyway, i was back 2 hours later, with my umbrella back. good ol' umbrella.

It was a nice trip. i was glad i only had to talk to the maid. i don't really have anything to say. i couldn't bear to stay around to find out if you care.

I can't wait for sunday to be over. after this, i'll be able to see things more clearly. i hope.

ps. My mummy says i can still stay in hall. benny says he heard from people that i'm not staying anymore. woohoo! i love hearing this kinda rumours about myself that are totally fresh and new and unheard of. like how lishi was supposed to do wardrobe for rag. haha! maybe someday i'll be a rag engineer.
LingS | 2:58 PM