Tuesday, October 31, 2006
Thursday, October 26, 2006
I feel so freakin' irritated now i could punch you.
Yes you. don't look around.
GahhhhhHHHHHRRAaaaaaawwwwwwwRRRRRRR!@#$%^&*&^%$#@#$%^&*(*&^!!!!!!!!!
Babblings is pissed!
So what do you expect me to do nowwwwww??? i'm trying so hard to be nice and patient but maybe i'm not as tolerant as i think i am. maybe i'm a nasty bitch who explodes when things aren't going her way. I'M A BITCH!!!!!! HATE ME!!! do not overestimate babblings and test her patience because she is in fact a very impatient person but she doesn't like to be nasty and show it in your face.
I feel so strangled!!! things are just tying me down!!! why is my life so difficult!!! i should move out and go be a nun or something.
Actually, i should go sleep now and feel better tomorrow before i smash my keyboard to pieces. good night!!!
Wednesday, October 25, 2006
| Your Candy Heart Says "First Kiss" |
 You're a true romantic who brings an innocent hope to each new relationship. You see the good in every person you date, and you relish each step of falling in love. Your ideal Valentine's Day date: a romantic dinner your sweetie cooks for you Your flirting style: friendly and sweet What turns you off: cynics who don't believe in romance Why you're hot: you always keep the romance alive |
Hehe yeah it's true that cynics turn me off. people who like to give sacarstic comments about happy couples should shut up and get a life. oh and these sour grapes are DEFINITELY single. neh neh nyee poo poo.
| You Are 12 Years Old |
 Under 12: You are a kid at heart. You still have an optimistic life view - and you look at the world with awe. 13-19: You are a teenager at heart. You question authority and are still trying to find your place in this world. 20-29: You are a twentysomething at heart. You feel excited about what's to come... love, work, and new experiences. 30-39: You are a thirtysomething at heart. You've had a taste of success and true love, but you want more! 40+: You are a mature adult. You've been through most of the ups and downs of life already. Now you get to sit back and relax. |
I'm a kid! i knew that.
Wahaha... meaningless blog fillers. i'm having a boring day. but i've got IO quiz later, i should be studying. :( aye.
Ron was telling us about some honkie guy's wedding last night. then they started talking about their plans of marriage...... waH! older guys are definitely different. i guess as you grow older, your agenda in life shifts towards more serious and matter-to-life issues. people like ron or teckie or james (even pearlie!!) already thought of details like where to hold their wedding banquet, the locations of their houses, whether they're gonna stay with their parents after marriage, where to put their children etcetcetcetc.... the best part was they're already absolutely SURE of who their partners will be.
So nice :)
*whines* i wanna get married too. but i'm only 12. (looks above) my husband will have to father me. he'll have to cook meals for me, clean the house, make sure i get good grades, make me go to bed early and make sure i watch the correct type of teevee.
Oh but i want him to buy flowers for me every monday though.
Hahaha why the hell am i saying this about myself. no one will ever wanna marry me now!!!!
Tuesday, October 24, 2006
I was a good girl last week. i finished my essay on time, went for all my dance practices and even went to the LIBRARY to do research. hohoho! i spotted a book called 'Strange Food' full of graphics, and happily sat down one corner to flip through.
GAhhhhhhh the pictures were bad. they are like bad porn, like those little advertorial icons you see on random websites that tell you not to click if you're not 18. yucccccck like why would i wanna click on a male genital.
Anyway, it is very unlikely that we would starve to death because you can seriously eat ANYTHING that can fly in the air, walk on the ground, or swim in the water. people eat fried monkey, gorilla heads, mole rats, calf fetus, deer penis, barbecued frog, cow's vagina, butterflies & dragonflies........... you name it, there are people who eat it!
Bird's nest was considered strange food in the book. hahha... i guess it's strange in the way how people discovered it was edible, and even turned it into a delicacy. can you imagine the first cavewoman who discovered bird's nest? hmm this hard and colourless thing stuck on the cave wall looks delicious. let's boil it and drink it. they must have died trying to eat countless out "delicious-looking" things.Did you know that there are people who suffer from an obsessive compulsion to eat dirt from the ground. it's a medical condition called geophagy which literally means eating the ground.
$%^&*#@???!!!
Saturday, October 21, 2006
Booooooooooooooo.
I went to the newly opened vivocity at harbourfront with mummy in the afternoon. it was SPILLING with people. no space to walk.
To be precise, it was SPILLING with COUPLES. bleh. not that i don't like couples.... i was just... hmmm... eh.... err.... thinking that....... if he was here i would have forced him to watch scoop with me on the first day of opening. the thought of it made me feel sosososososososososo empty.
Oh nothing.
Gah.
I really should stop posting such i really miss him posts on my blog cos it makes my blog boring and sad.
But i do feel bored and sad.
And come to think of it, i haven't had much social life ever since i moved into hall. my only social activities are IN hall. or with him.
And now that he's gone and i've decided to withdraw myself from most of the hall stuff to learn maths (boo)... i'm pretty much staying in a lot now.
And even with THAT i still can't seem to complete my eternal pile of work!!! gahhhh what's wrong with the world!!!!! (mno lecture says that when something goes wrong, people often tend to find something else to blame other then themselves)
And i'm so depreived of sleep. i have dance till around 1am almost every night. welcome back to the horrors of dance practices.
But i'm so happy for melf that john is BACK!!!! finally!!!! aw man.... i know how long you've been looking forward to this darling haha.... i still can't picture brandon back yet. like DUH right he just left. but 3 weeks felt like 3 months to me. so we have like 40 months to go.........
STOP jinling STOP! this is becoming such a ranty post! march around and slap yourself!
I am clever! i am strong!
Thursday, October 19, 2006
We went to the Chinese garden somewhere around.... er... mooncake day. saw lotsa big small weird bright colourful looking lantern-like structures~~~ some look really funny somehow, i can't stop making fun of them.
Like this one. i know it's supposed to be the leaning tower of Pisa lah but doesn't it look like a huge 8-tier wedding cake to you???! got icing and candles leh ahhahaha.
Wtf did they circle her boobs for?? she looks like she's wearing a transparant top and you can see her bra inside. strapless somemore, so chic.
At the entrance. it's a bit dark, but can see a bohdoh posing in front.
This one also.
Coca-cola man with the lantern bugs.
We climbed the pagaoda thing... 7 storeys i think... haha... so TIRING.
View from the top level.
The lantern taj mahal.
Colourful dog-like looking stuff stepping on balls surrounding dragon looking things hugging a sphere. hahaha... how weird... i dunno what it means, but it's so pretty! they look like stationary floats, just quietly sitting there, glowing so brightly in the dark.
Sam the Smirking Caterpillar
Suzie the Surpised Butterfly
Me with Suzie.
Malt candies!!!!! look at the range of colours and flavours!!! I just wanted to take a picture of them but he bought one for meeeeee!
Yayyyy purple!
So we had a great night!It makes me happy that you took the effort to plan this trip =D i was just telling wilson that yesterday heehee.
Wednesday, October 18, 2006
I kop-ed the Five for Fighting CD from brandon before he left wahaha. loved it so much. the music sounds a bit similar to maroon five, but of cos five for fighting is so much more family friendly. and less mushy lovey dovey. it deals with more serious issues..... like ANTI-WAR!!!! rarrrrrrrr
Actually, i still don't get the part where he goes "i wrote a song for a dead man To settle my soul...." gah... i'm too bimbo for serious songs.
Aiya.
Anyway, this week and next week is hell week. 2 term essays + 1 project + econs/mno assignments to hand up + IO tests(what's new) + dance on 3 nights per week+ choir on 1 night per week + culture night. please disturb me only when absolutely necessary. cos i don't even have to sleep ah i tell ya.....
I live every single day as though i'm fighting through a war now.
But when the month is over i'll be super free. see lah! always like that. shit.
Monday, October 16, 2006
Freedom Never Cries
Five For Fighting; Two Lights
I took a flag to a pawn shop
For a broken guitar
I took a flag to a pawn shop
How much is that guitar
I took a flag to a pawn shop
I Got me that guitar
What's a flag in a pawn shop to me?
I Saw a man on the TV
In a mask with a gun
A man on the TV
He had a ten-year old son
I Saw a man on the TV
His son had a gun
He says that he's coming for me
I never loved the soldier until there was a war
Or thought about tomorrow 'til my baby hit the floor
I only talk to God when somebody's about to die
I Never cherished Freedom Freedom never cries.
I Wrote a song for a dead man
To settle my soul
A song for a dead man
Now I'll never grow old
I Wrote a song for a dead man
Now I'm out in the cold
What's a song to a dead man to me?
You can cry for her
Die for her
Lay down your life for her
Kiss and wave Goodbye to her
Anything at all
You can cry for her
Die for her
Make up your mind to her
Anything at all
There's a baby on the doorstep
Wailing away
There's a baby on the doorstep
Longing for the day
There's a baby on the doorstep
Who'd give his life to take
A flag to a pawn shop
A flag to a pawn shop
May he forget why he is crying some day
Wednesday, October 11, 2006
Jinling is very clever. she just got back her microecons assignment and her teacher gave her 100/100. even though there are only 2 questions. ah, but the thrill of getting 100 marks. *Excellent! plus stars and stickers*
Actually, this only shows that her tweetion teacher is very good. cos she taught her how to do all her maths. jinling's maths cannot make it. i dunno she major in econs for WHAT.
Monday, October 09, 2006
I had a bad test today :( i thought mongolia is at where russia is, i dunno where's chang'an, i dunno where's szechuan, i don't have 5 examples to support why confucianism is widely used in imperial governance fom Han to Song period :(
But.........
Brandon's overseas call will always make my day :) and........
He sent me flowers today!! wheeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee
i'm so happyyyyyyyy :D:D:D:D:D:D:D:D:D:D:D:D:D
It's a floral basket with chocolates and a small bear (the whole package :p). all real flowers!! i find it so freakin cute that the bear is holding a bunch of flowers himself!!!! so PINKISH! he specially told the florist that PINK would be nice hahaha.... do you know that my favourite colour is purple? but no such thing as purples roses eh?Yayyyyyy so exciting..... i'll be super sad to see it's glory fading away day by day though... hmmm but it's ok :) I LOVE FLOWERS.
Once upon a time some date of some neighbour bought her chocolates and i asked him if he wants to buy me chocolates too and he said NO. tsk. i asked him to buy me a soft toy he said you want a soft toy meh? hahahha grr. i miss you so much. thanks for the flowers~~~~~
Sunday, October 08, 2006
Happy 1st year anniversary!! although you're not here with me. you won't even be seeing this. but i love you very much!
WoW! we survived one year! the thought of it is weird. one year of being with the same person. hmmm. i wonder how 2 years 3 years or 10 years will feel like. haha! wheeeeee
Anyway, i just got off the phone with you. you kept reminding me that i promised you i would work hard. i feel extra stressed. you know, econs is so difficult. i'm better at reading words than numbers. and i'm better at reading numbers than SYMBOLS. and econs love to give me bloody symbols. i can't read that. it's like greek. i can't read greek, you geek.
I guess a big difference between you and i is that you always wanna be the best. i always just wanna be myself. ha! lucky for you! can you imagine if your gf always wants to be da best like you, and then both of you will forever be fighting for da best, and then you'll be like robots with no emotions, and then you won't even know who you are anymore.
So i'm the best for you. do not look elsewhere.
And i'm super sleepy now i dunno what i'm typing anymore. good night. byebye.
Saturday, October 07, 2006
Do you know?
That to check the latest hourly PSI, you can visit here. daily average PSI for the last month can be found too.
Or you could just turn on the tv.
So just now my msn sub-nick was "who wants to go perth with me". i'm going over in december to visit brandon, but he can only apply for leave for around 3 days. it's quite stupid to go perth for 3days ain't it, so was only wondering if anyone else wants to come with me for a holiday too!
And then this gei kiang person thinks he's very smart....
| turn your fans south and blow back the haze! | dun be stupid lah |
| turn your fans south and blow back the haze! | perth oso have haze one |
| [babbLingS] ~ i am clever! i am strong! | dun b stupid lah |
| [babbLingS] ~ i am clever! i am strong! | who said i wanna go there 2 escape the haze |
| turn your fans south and blow back the haze! | haha |
| turn your fans south and blow back the haze! | okayys |
| turn your fans south and blow back the haze! | im stupid |
Escape all the way out of the country just to get away from a little haze meh? although it makes me dizzy and sniffy and stinky and sleepy and headachey argggghhhhhh i hate the haze. can i not go to school?
Thursday, October 05, 2006
One day we had a hall bash. very casual. very random photos. all from albert's camera hehe.
Yay.
Babycher gave me hello kitty strawberry marshmallows cos she scared that i'll get too sad without brandon. heehee so sweet i love her. i love babypear too cos she teaches me econs. i love babyja too cos she talks nonsense to me. i love babypor and babylish and babydes and babydil and babytina all the same cos they're always here. wheeeee i love my neighbours! and john asks me not to hate air force hahhahahaha so funny. you very happy laH! good for you that you're coming home!! :)
Monday, October 02, 2006
Hello everybardy! i can't believe i've neglected my blog for so long. i've been collecting some photos in the meantime, so lemme just post photos of random events from now on. in no chronological order. i guess there would... kinda... be a lot of photos of me&brandon&me&brandon cos i miss him a lot. so if you're single and not very happy about it you can don't look anymore. haha.
I made this for him before he left! the heart looks like shit :( but nevermind. i'm an econs major ok, i'm not a crafter. 
Tadaa! behind is who else but ME!!!
RI scout buddies.
Byebye photo!
Meimei, ah gong, ah boy and mummy.
The people who are leaving. sorry the captain is missing. i dunno why he suddenly walk away.
Bye people. fly well.
Sunday, October 01, 2006
Ok! Before Brandon left, i promised him that i will be strong.
So i mustn't keep whining. besides, he managed to call me despite not having an overseas phone line yet. i'm very appreciative :) your phone calls never fail to make my day. everything is great! i'll be fine :) i love you.
Meanwhile, i need to find myself in microecons. sigh. FIGHT ON!!
