Yay! i love my friends! cos they think i'm chio and entertaining. and they'll kill brandon if he finds me a bore. ok maybe not kill.

Anyway, it's really comforting to have friends who are so encouraging all the time. especially when you're feeling insecure and the downest in the dumps. occasionally when i'm pms-ing and i feel like no one in the world cares about me, someone will tag something nice on my board and i'll get all smiley again! (no wonder austin thinks no one loves him when his nobody commented in his blog) yes friends are the best things in the world, and i truly believe that they fill up the empty void in your heart and bring you to the path of eternal happiness (nudge nudge haha).

I especially felt so when i came about a heartbreak of a good friend lately. then i stole a peek at the calendar and realised it's been more than a year since that period of series of the most unfortunate events of my life.

Hmm. the most unfortunate event isn't my heartbreak itself really. because when i looked back eventually it seems quite fortunate.

But unfortunate events occured as the aftermath of the heartbreak incident. hurtful rumours that fly around even long after it happened (i didn't realise i was so popular); and certain Very Bad people around who tries so hard to hurt you when you're at your lowest, i think that was the biggest heartbreak. it fact, it was so excruciating, cos i began to have ideas that i must have been a terrible person to deserve such treatment in return.

Ha! but i knew what they did was shameless anyway. i wished that all their friends would see how shameless they really are.

You all are Very Bad.

But through this series of most unfortunate events, many of my friends truly touched my heart. i might not have been very close to them, but i was moved by their sincerity, even if it's just a few kind words :) they all make me wanna become a better person like them.

Whee! so it's a happy ending. my 18th birthday was the most depressing one evereverever (by the way you should know that my birthday actually falls on AUGUST 26th), but through my tears, a friend called and sang a birthday song to me over the phone. so nice right heehee i was so touched. so really wonderful of him.

Ya ok the friend was brandon. but back then he was still 'a friend' only.


So just now i was talking about friends right? now lemme tell you about Bad People. they are really Very Bad cos they made me Sad but now i'm no longer Sad which makes them Mad and

i'm so happyhappy now cos i'm

pulled closer to my REAL friends.

found the most wonderful hotshot man in my life.

chio and entertaining.

school is great. although not the grades.

and i'm proud of everything i am.

and this is not a poem in case if you read melf's blog and think it is.

dang.
LingS | 1:09 AM