My mum's horrible. when it comes to letting go of her apron strings she claims that i'm still a child and i can't have, (the golden word) freedom yet. there's no point working towards an overseas exchange really.

THEN when it comes to solving problems she says i'm an adult already i should deal with things myself.

Gee i wish she would make up her mind.

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OK after Command night, i can't seem to look at boys in the same way anymore.

note: Command is when the final-year-residents in KR put up a performance, usually a lame and self-embarrassing one.

People who were there will know what i mean. it was hilarious. with a brokeback theme, revolting transvestite content, 25-year-old man donning cheer-leading outfits and putting up convincing routines. urghh i was mildly disturbed. haha will post up some photos when i get hold of them!

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Some people were a bit concerned with my last post heehee. yeah i'm ok really. i thought this particular *ahem* person hung up on me because he was pissed. so i became even pisser at him. but i didn't mean that HE was annoying. i meant the situation is. anyway what really happened was he fell asleep holding the phone cos i refused to say anything, and it fell to the floor into shut off. pooh!

From experience, i often piss off people without realising it. but sometimes, i wish they would tell me what they were unhappy about. instead of, you know, suffer in silence, or worse, telling OTHER people about it and let me hear it from THEIR mouths. during such situations, i would no doubt question your intention.

Anyway, as i was saying, i piss people off without realising it, which is sad. :( so i thought i had pissed him off so much that he hung up on me, which is THE THING I HATE MOST so all of you reading this don't you ever hang up on me!!!

So then i became really depressed. like the sobssobs kinda depressed and started imagining really wild things like oh no my relationship is in tatters now whatdoido whatdoido hehatesmeihatemyselfihatehim i am so mad hmmmmmmmmph!!!

Yeah i know i over-reacted.

But most of the time i think i take issues too lightly.

Ha! but anyhow he didn't hang up on me intentionally. which means he's not mad at me! whew! and we went for a fab dinner the following night. *slurps

I think i'm an acute pain in the ass.

Thanks for ever being so patient with me! teehee :)
LingS | 12:13 AM